I’ve played a conversation in my head over and over so that when it happens, I’ll know exactly what to say. The only problem is, I’m too afraid to say what I really want. No matter how many times I rehearse it. Another issue, I have zero confidence to start this conversation. In the end, I’m scared. Weak. Afraid. I always have been.

Another thought though, is that I’ve always been fearless. Strong. Brave. Which will I be tomorrow?